Walking Out

I'm on the verge of leaving my marriage.....
I'm tired of irresponsible behaviors from this man!

Baby DO

Aloha,
Yes my baby boy arrived safely.
He was born in USA.
He is almost a year old.
He's my little miracle.
I love him sooooooooooooooooooo much.
He's so cute!

My Darling Son,
You were born great and you will achieve greatness.
No evil eye will see you.
No evil hand will touch you.
D LORD will bless you with a great mind, an excellent spirit and a brilliant vision.
You'll be a good and great leader of thousands and of millions.
My love, you'll know CHRIST from an early age and you will be a great blessing to your generation.
You will live a long and healthy life.
You will grow into a strong and healthy man, tall and handsome, kind and humble.
Your bones will not be broken, your blood will not be shed.
You will be more than conquerors and greatly loved by GOD.
GOD will bless you with all the beautiful things of life.
You will be a good and GODLY man.

GOD help me to be the mother that I should be to this great miracle child.

Amen

It's a boy!!

Yay!
I wanted a girl but I'm blessed to be having a boy, lol.

Ultrasound Scans

So one gestational sac has been seen on ultrasound.......I so hoped for twins, but I am grateful to GOD for this opportunity. Heartbeat has also been seen on US.

Everything going well, except, I don't feel pregnant?
No morning sickness, nausea, fatigue, metallic taste, cramps etc.
And the first trimester is almost over.
Hospital staff said I should be happy I don't have any/all of those, so....

Well, I'm taking things very easy....
I've stopped driving, no intimacy, lots of fruit and veggies in my diet, I'm intentionally lazy.....etc
And I'm very happy.
I'm gonna be a mum, finally!!
Xxxxxx

Preggers

Yes! Finally!!!!!!

3 years on

Almost 3years since saying I do.
Still married; mostly happy.
Still waiting to experience that feeling of being pregnant.
So far, after several emotional traumas, we have discovered we were exploited by ,Nigerian doctors.
They said hubby had low sperm count.mmmmh.
Well it turned out he has undescended testicles and does not produce semen.
Our only option of becoming parents is to consider a sperm donor.
So many thoughts flying through my head.
I thought of suing but the publicity would be too traumatic for hubby.
We have decided to go for a donor.
The thought of never knowing the father of my children is one that is too hard to bear!!!!!!!!
Would I keep it- As a secret forever?
Would they forgive me for buying them from a sperm bank?
Can I bring myself to commit adultery so I can give my children a name if they ever wanna know their father?
Gosh, my heart is breaking!

IVF Again

4 embryos were placed back in my body today.
Peeps, my womb shall carry these babies to full term.
my body would not reject my babies.
my babies would come forth in 9months, hale and hearty and without any deformation.
At the Name of JESUS, every knee shall bow and infertility and miscarriages have bowed out of me and outta my marriage and outta my home in The Name of JESUS.
Joy unspeakable is mine........
I see my twins.....laughing, crawling, talking, walking, learning, growing in JESUS Name!
In faith, I have pledged an offering of N1million as my thanksgiving offering to My FATHER in HEAVEN.
Join me in praying for babies Alexa and Zack.....

Kisses and Hugs,
BJKS